Me in the Making


Twenty, healthy, content, and inspired. I hope to emanate peace, empathy, and compassion. Oh, rock on... ;)

22nd February 2012

Aflksdjfw98wejkc I love Brandon Boyd so much. <3 He is such a beautiful lyricist and singer.

13th February 2012

Good-looking guys look ugly when they have bad characters.  Enough said.  I can’t believe how different a guy can look to me based off of how he is at heart.  My attraction will die out, and then the interest goes away so much with just one jacked up thing he says or opinion he expresses.  I’m still constantly waiting for the man I was meant to be with.  I know he’s out there, and I know it may be a long time before I meet him, but I know with all my heart he exists.  And he’ll take care of me and will love me forever. <3 I’m just aching for him to come into my life; I may be extremely independent, but I know I was meant to be taken care of and loved, too.

11th February 2012

And one of these days, he&#8217;ll be in my life.  I know it. &lt;3

And one of these days, he’ll be in my life.  I know it. <3

Source: dotyrl

11th February 2012

I Lost Count. →

Cross out the things you’re afraid of and put your score at the top.

This is really dumb cuz having phobias doesn’t make you a really trepid person. :P Obviously I would be, then, and I know I’m not.

  1. the dark
  2. staying single forever
  3. being a parent hmm tho my kids are gonna be RESPECTFUL and WELL-BEHAVED.
  4. giving birth ummmm well DUH
  5. being myself in front of others
  6. open spaces
  7. closed spaces
  8. heights
  9. dogs
  10. birds
  11. fish
  12. spiders
  13. flowers or other plants
  14. being touched
  15. fire
  16. deep water
  17. snakes
  18. silk
  19. the ocean sooo scared :(
  20. failure
  21. success
  22. thunder/lightning
  23. frogs/toads
  24. my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
  25. boyfriends/girlfriends mom
  26. rats
  27. jumping from high places
  28. snow
  29. rain
  30. wind
  31. crossing hanging bridges
  32. death
  33. heaven
  34. being robbed
  35. falling
  36. clowns
  37. dolls these three in aggregation are ten times worse lol
  38. large crowds of people
  39. men
  40. women 
  41. having great responsibilities
  42. doctors, including dentists
  43. tornado
  44. hurricanes Oh my goodness super afraid
  45. incurable diseases
  46. sharks
  47. friday the 13th 
  48. ghosts  
  49. poverty
  50. halloween
  51. school
  52. trains
  53. odd numbers
  54. even numbers
  55. being alone
  56. becoming blind
  57. becoming deaf
  58. growing up
  59. creepy noises in the night
  60. bee stings had too many of them
  61. not accomplishing my dreams/goals
  62. needles
  63. blood I almost pass out.
  64. dinosaurs
  65. the welcome mat
  66. high speed
  67. throwing up never ever do, but it still scares me.
  68. falling in love terrified
  69. super secrets

If you repost this, it’s been requested that you title it “I’m afraid of _ out of 69 common fears”

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.

If you get 10-20, you are normal.

If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.

Source: wierdjustgotwonderful

7th February 2012

Goodness, I can’t believe some rockers were actually electrocuted and died by their own instruments and equipment onstage in the ’70s.  I’m sure it’s happened more recently, but wow. o_o I just had to post about that.  I’d love to be in a band, but I wouldn’t trade away my life for fame…it destroys people’s lives.  Really, people just destroy themselves cuz of it, tho.

7th February 2012

Supposed to go visit my bro soon, but we’ll see if it works out.  It depends on my dad’s health and what the neurosurgeon says, I guess… 

I “heart” music.  Baha, as if it that weren’t clear.  Not that generic, cheap music you hear on the radio; although I admit, some of that is oookay.. mostly just some of the classic rock like Nirvana, tho. :P They don’t play some of Nirvana’s best, tho.  Anyways.  INXS has some cool stuff, but gosh it’s so messed up how Michael Hutchence died… some people just throw their lives away. :(

Jag tänker göra läxor nu … kanske ;)




6th February 2012

I often feel these emotively surreal qualities overtaking my being. :P It makes no sense, and yet somehow, it makes sense to me.

I often feel these emotively surreal qualities overtaking my being. :P It makes no sense, and yet somehow, it makes sense to me.

6th February 2012

I was a redhead for like a year.  This was me like exactly a year ago&#8230; I&#8217;d had dark red hair, and then it faded into a color I just wanted to get rid of.  Think twice before going red lol.  It also depends on undertones in your skin; what matches one person doesn&#8217;t necessarily match the other.

I was a redhead for like a year.  This was me like exactly a year ago… I’d had dark red hair, and then it faded into a color I just wanted to get rid of.  Think twice before going red lol.  It also depends on undertones in your skin; what matches one person doesn’t necessarily match the other.

6th February 2012

Oh My.

Me: “…Kick Angelina out of the picture and the world would be at peace!”  Mom: “And then you would marry Brad Pitt.”  Me: “He’s old enough to be my dad, but oh well.  He can still have kids, so we could have kids and you’d have Brad Pitt’s grandkids.”  

Me, reading from a book (unrelated): “‘She was only forty-nine pounds.  The doctors said she couldn’t have babies for a very long time.  …She had a baby two days later.’”  Mom: *Laughing hard, then sarcastically: “WOW.”  Me: *Laughing hard, too* “Two YEARS later!”

Mom gets me, somehow lol.

5th February 2012

Fave Almay Dial Up mascara, pinkish weird colored lipstick, bronzer stuff by Maybelline, and Maybelline  (?) mousse blush :)  Gahh makeup can be so great if it doesn&#8217;t look cheap. :)

Fave Almay Dial Up mascara, pinkish weird colored lipstick, bronzer stuff by Maybelline, and Maybelline  (?) mousse blush :) 

Gahh makeup can be so great if it doesn’t look cheap. :)